@ToriLRidgewood I'm not really beating myself up over it. But I do need to sort through it or I'll never make progress again. 😕

The past week, I've spent catching up on TV and trying to re-find my creative voice. Because it keeps getting lost. I don't know if it's life stress, or my own self-doubt. I've got 7 or 8 more days of work and then I'm off until the Fall. From there, I can hopefully figure things out.

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Word Count: 34
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Yesterday was weird. I don't really have any other way of describing it.

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Yesterday I was really tired. I watched two movies and then slept fairly solidly. Woke up today feeling like a new person. I'm going to roll with it for as long as possible.

I used to laugh when people didn't recognize Clark Kent as superman. That ends now. I put on glasses today and none of my students knew who I was.

@SeanRFrazier thank you!

I'm supposed to garden today. My poor tomato plants are probably sad or very dead. But my body is very much betraying me this week. That's pretty much been the sum of my week in general: betrayal. On the plus side, once I feel better? I'm ready to really dive into doing the things.

S2: Day 147 (512)
Word Count: 20
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Did a few quotes for a friend's work and called it a day. Brain feels like Swiss Cheese, and I'm ready to be done with the day already. First, I need to make it through the day job.

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Did some work related reading yesterday, so I'm slowly getting back on track. Just don't have the energy for writing quite yet.

So my day job is at a school. I admit it is really hard to want to go in today. On the flip side, my kids go to the school I work at, so the only comfort I get is knowing that I'm there during the day to know what's going on rather than waiting at home and wondering.

And that's as much into this as I'm going to get.

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Yesterday was terrible for me health wise. Covid came back negative, and I seem to be much better today, so it's off to the day job I go! Even if the day job is the last place I'd like to be today.

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Feel like garbage physically, so I guess the words still aren't happening after all. Time to go back to bed!

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Had a busy day, and I hadn't planned on writing anyway. Today should be interesting. We'll see what actually happens, but I'm going to try something.

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I've read 2.5 books. Hoping to make that 3 by the end of the day. Still feeling pretty depressed. The goal is to just ride this out for a bit. Tomorrow I'm going to try for words. Today is going to be too busy.

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Still no words. I'm going to make an attempt come Monday. Until then, I'm going to just sort of...try not to be depressed in my blanket burrito.

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Spent the free time reading and catching up on TV. It was another emotional day. There's just a lot going on.

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Yesterday I felt like emotional garbage, so I didn't do anything productive. 🤷‍♀️

S2: Day 138 (503)
Word Count: 364
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Did some minor maintenance yesterday. Not "fun" words, but they were necessary.

@ThisNameWasntTaken Yeah, it had small thorns and was tall. Not sure what it was, but I ripped it out.

I tried to garden and keep my tomatoes happy. Some plant in the garden decided it a great idea to sting me. Figures.