I'm not allowed to talk about how much I'm sick of winters here & would love to move, without being told I'm "Oh poor me-ing" & told randomly "there are ways" & basically told off & told to fuck off by family for wanting to express this.
I'm not allowed to express these feelings. I'm just supposed to stay feeling stuckb forever, I guess. But not actually talk about it or get help with these meant l many "ways" that exist. Just allowed to talk about others, but not about myself ever.
@Astartiel Oh, you're still living with them? That sucks :( Don't have anyone with a spare room who'll charge you extremely cheap rent, or no rent at all while you find your feet?
@Astartiel Might be best to just get out of there and figure out better options later. Often just getting out of that sort of environment can help you think and see things more clearly because a whole layer of stress has been removed.