4 days in the same sweats
depression naps

even though, on Tues. afternoon, I felt resolved seeing that Im not the target of their hate in the US, I’m also white, not gay or trans so, safe except for being a woman… this perspective made me feel set straight, no matter what I’m an activist and would continue to be.

then - the results came & took me OUT. Having survived sexual assault & narcissistic abuse, the next 4 will be brutally triggering.

i’ve dusted off. got red nails.
time to fight