Someone told me I need to heal, that I need to open up to love & let him in. That same person made me work like a dog to earn HIS trust & prove my worth until he showed me he'd basically never trust me & made me pay for the sins of others. Then he blocked me & walked away.
Believe me; I am not afraid to fall. I am not afraid to open myself up to love, I am just socially distancing from toxicity & gas lighting.
If you want to be with me, prove yourself to me. Talk is cheap, I need to see action.
@Jax_Wild_4_Life Narcissist Gaslighter gonna’ narcissist gaslight. Best keep ones distance so he doesn’t try to lure you back again.
@ACG2 well the thing is, it's not just Narcs who can gaslight, although it's basically the signature move of a narc...
That said, I do see that he's deeply damaged. But he's also a mirror into my own soul, so I cannot hold hate or disdain for him, I can only wish him love & healing as I do for myself. I will always have love for him. In spite of it all, he really is a special person who deserves love. But try telling him that; he needs to see it for himself & to love himself first. As I do too
@Jax_Wild_4_Life You are stronger and have a deeper love for yourself. No disrespect intended. Wishing your heart peace and 💙 love.
@ACG2 oh God no >>> no disrespect taken at all luv! And I'm healing 💓💓💓 I have love in my heart, and my goal is to grow that 3-fold. And to let it grow & grow some more. And the peace is coming too, believe me. I have learned a lot about myself in this & have meditated on it (among other things). Will be meditating again tonight at bedtime too 💓💓💓
Sending love & positive vibes to you 💓💓💓