I've mentioned recently(ish) about a friendship breaking up in a pretty bad way, had a bit of an epiphany about it today which makes it a lot easier to deal with.
The way it ended, I didn't really understand it because it didn't gel with what I knew of the other person.
Today it struck me that, if I didn't really know them (which, the more I think about it, the truer it seems), then I didn't really lose what I thought I lost.
I wish you continued healing and understanding. I've experienced something similar over the last few years. Lessons learned help in choices going forward.