Hi peeps. I do in fact still exist. :)
To try to sum some stuff.
I went back to work and broke again.
I went into inpatient this time and it may have been a great thing since they feel that my previous diagnosis and medication was way NO BUENO. Like, do not give these meds to these people bc it will make things worse. And I'd been on them for about 8 years.
So, new diagnosis with new medication regime. But that's a hopeful thing in my opinion.
I'm currently in outpatient learning coping skills etc.
So, Hi!
Apparently the average speech pattern is about 55 words per minute or so.
And I was admitted at 155 words per minute or so.
That gives you a big idea of what's what in my dysfunction.
I am still kicking.
Doing Intensive Outpatient Group 4 days a week.
I'd like to know when it gets better or easier but the therapist doesn't have that answer.
So I'm just whining I guess.