@carmahaz
I am not sure I can cheer you as such but I can speak from experience and perhaps encourage you.
It. Gets. Better.
Remember that.
Trials come and trials go.
Heartache hits hard.
It is soothed with joy.
Fear is real.
Love conquers it.
Stress is exhausting.
Rest eases it.
Pain is sharp and wounds cut deep.
Friends help to heal them.
It will not always be as it is now. The trials will resolve themselves and you will survive them.
It. Gets. Better.
@stueytheround Thank you.