Bear cuddles are my favorite cuddles

I’m starting to love this life I have made for me. And I’m really enjoying the simple things

So update: I had a cardiology appointment 3/12 in Minneapolis, we are trying to get my POTs under control along with excessive sweating, so it got brought up that maybe I could have a tumor on my adrenals. Got the test results back today and thankfully that’s not the case. Unfortunately we don’t know what’s going on yet

I just want to remind you it’s okay to rest

Also could use some good thoughts and vibes sent my way, waiting for medical testing to come back as I’m being screened for a rare tumor. If it’s not one thing it’s the other

I’m headed to bed but will update more in depth later. ❤️

Off to bed I go. Been a long day and my body is hurting. Night everyone. ❤️

I’ve been quiet as life has been hectic between medical testing, full time work, and school part time. And appointments weekly. I’m burnt out. But here’s a photo of bear from the other day

I hope you are doing okay

Good morning. As life has been chaotic with school back in session and working full time. I want to remind you something that I needed lately. You are doing your best. You surviving, making it another day is an accomplishment I’m proud of you

Drained isn’t even a strong enough word.

I worked 11am-10pm today. And I’m sick now. I’m so tired of this being my reality. I have one day off. Than work the rest of the week

23…
Just doesn’t feel real

I’ll be honest I wasn’t planning to see this day this year.
But here I am.

Time of death 2:53am.

My grandma is no longer suffering.

But there is a hole in my heart.

She was the person who truly understood my chronic pain. She had so many health issues and pain that she understood it.

This feels like a bad nightmare

As of 1:19am my grandma is still with us. We are just doing comfort care. This just does not feel real

As if losing my grandpa a month wasn’t hard enough. His wife is now dying.

I know I haven’t been very active. But a lot has happened. In august a relationship ended A month ago my grandpa passed. My grandma has been in the hospital since August and may not be coming home, things are up and down. My health has declined and we are looking to going to Cleveland Ohio to see a specialist in gastroparesis. I’m alive.

I hope you all are well

Take it one step at a time

It just doesn’t feel real. The reality hasn’t hit yet

As of 12:45am October 15, 2023 he’s healed and at peace.

This is my grandma and grandpa. My grandpa is the one passing. He’s 85, the past I’d say 10 years have been rough, he was relatively healthy besides Alzheimer’s. He is the one who taught me to color in the lines. He was my bedtime buddy(would sing me a Norwegian lullaby mom thinks one of the words in it was like vider, vider) my grandma she’s a fighter too. They’ve always been there even when things weren’t great.

At work, running on 20 minutes of sleep, caffeine and my meds. Let’s hope 9pm comes fast

Im beyond exhausted. Going off 30 minutes of sleep.

I just want to say tell your friends and family and your loved ones that you love them. You never knew when the end comes

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