it seems like I'm having a middle life crisis
@rakshy: That's no fun.
@thedisasterautist
ok, so I took a quiz and apparently it's not it. yet, I still feel anxious about the next steps in my life and I can't even put a label on it. 
@rakshy: Uncertainty is a thing and can be zero fun. I got used to it (or as used to it as one can get) years and years ago but only because I didn't have much choice. I hope you get a bead on whatever it is soon.
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thank you!
I understand that this is my path and I'm responsible for all the decisions I'll make. However, I feel absolutely happy to have support surrounding me, starting from family and finishing internet friends. I'd be miserable without it.