@pewtergod @AskTheDevil yes, there is that, and very valid. I guess it’s not bad to be different. Some people are able to help in ways I cannot, as @AskTheDevil said. I’m sorry you had to see that, but grateful some people are able to witness as you said. I think I may need to try not think of myself as harshly. But there is the challenge. I’m still trying to find a path that leads to self love.