Around 8 years ago I started having my struggles with mental health. I was feeling a new sort of high I've never felt before. A year ago or so from now I came to know that I was suffering through schizophrenia. I was seeing things and experiencing things in a lot different way than I once used to, everything was hightend all my senses were on 11 and I was thinking that I was having a spiritual moment. Though I don't want to feel like that ever again I do sometimes feel nostalgic about it.