@anita_rotheram sounds a little bit like being in your 70s and many of your friends have gone?Get a hobby something simple I feed the birds in by back yard and the fish in my swimming pool,Fish started 8 yrs ago with 15 gold fish think they were called feeder fish 10 cents ea now their are hundreds pretty cool the eat almost anything rice bread their kind of like a dog that never comes out of the water but will follow you around the pool!Just my 2 cents hope it helps you