Nicotine gum is great.
However.
Between 7 and 10 pm I did the most smoking because by 7pm I have to pace the porch. Watch the sky.
Smoke.
Take pictures.
Inhale the smoke and the end of the day into myself.
I'm doing great all day. Until 7pm.
My husband told me that when he smoked while using gum to quit it jacked up his need for nicotine awfully.
So for now I suffer between 7 and 10pm.
That's fine.
#FutureExSmoker
As I'm not an ex-smoker yet I want to be upfront with the process.
I am already coughing up junk out of my lungs.
I'm dizzy from increased oxygen to my brain.
I want to sit with my pickle lighter and smoke an entire pack in 3 hours.
It's not easy.
But no one really said that you can't use nicotine gum forever.
#FutureExSmoker
@Shelter What's frustrating is that all that stuff that makes me want to hold firm in staying quit also makes me want a cigarette.
But I am at the stage of withdrawal where, if I saw a rainbow it would make me want a cigarette.
Puppies and shit.
Satisfactory moments are capped by a cigarette.
And THAT'S ADVERTISING BULLSHIT.