I had a hard time getting to sleep last night.

I kept having thoughts of ...him.

I kept thinking that he might pull it off again.

I kept having scarier and scarier thoughts.

I'm afraid I'm going to have trouble sleeping in the coming month (and I'm being serious), and I don't know what I'll do if he does pull it off.

I feel like vomiting even in just typing this.

I don't know what I'll do.

#justsaying