I had a hard time getting to sleep last night.
I kept having thoughts of ...him.
I kept thinking that he might pull it off again.
I kept having scarier and scarier thoughts.
I'm afraid I'm going to have trouble sleeping in the coming month (and I'm being serious), and I don't know what I'll do if he does pull it off.
I feel like vomiting even in just typing this.
I don't know what I'll do.
