I am 45 years old. I spent the first 38 years trying to make someone proud of me who, even if we were still in contact, never would be. Then I spent 7 years accepting that and grieving. It's a special kind of hurt when a parent and child just don't "fit" with each other.
I'm going to make ME proud of me. Despite all the times I've been accused of being "so proud of yourself", or not caring about other people "because you only care about yourself"... No. That was never it.
@weirdfizz I'm jealous if it only took you 38 years! Took me far too long. Ditched some awful people in a very traumatic situation, lived to survive and have been living a nice life since then.
@QueenPhillippa I'm glad you got out. "Late" is better than "never".