It’s so crazy how PTSD works….fighting through a bout. I’ll be fine once I get to gym and work out this anger (haha). But I have to say seeing someone celebrating their 45th wedding anniversary kinda calmed me a little. I LOVE love…I truly do, just wished it for me at times. (Trust me ain’t feeling sorry for myself, just venting). I am a big believer that if it’s meant to be, it’ll happen….until then smell the effin roses lol