I'm not allowed to talk about how much I'm sick of winters here & would love to move, without being told I'm "Oh poor me-ing" & told randomly "there are ways" & basically told off & told to fuck off by family for wanting to express this.

I'm not allowed to express these feelings. I'm just supposed to stay feeling stuckb forever, I guess. But not actually talk about it or get help with these meant l many "ways" that exist. Just allowed to talk about others, but not about myself ever.