Good morning groovy souls!
I've been a bit of a lump since I got in from Orlando. Largely I've been sleeping and kind of zoning out. My normal routines and stuff have fallen some by the wayside.
I feel pretty much at peace with whatever is going to happen tomorrow. There's this understanding that I've done all I can do, and now whatever choice the country makes tomorrow will affect my direction for the next coming decades of my life.
I might be at peace about it but its still a heavy thing.
In this I recognize that I do not always understand myself as well as I would like to think I do.
Now, that may sound somewhat unhinged, the dichotomy of opposites here is fascinating. While I'm in a place of acceptance about whatever direction I'm going next, it seems to me that the shock waves of stress and anxiety that I'm picking up from all around me, are having a subconscious effect as well.
Please be gentle with yourselves as we all move towards the morrow.
No matter what happens, no matter what is decided tomorrow, that is simply the baseline that we will be starting from to change thew world for the better.
No matter the choice fate has destined, our choices can shine brighter than that fate, and that matters.
So that's largely where I've been the last week. Why I haven't been here. I guess I'm just kind of waiting, and taking a moment of quiet before Tuesday.