I think I’ve figured it out: that feeling of unease I have felt all day. As we are approaching the election & the news cycle is non-stop, and the more my fertility treatments aren’t working—delaying potential pregnancy. I’m just starting to feel really really apprehensive about the whole potential hypothetical probably-not-going-to-happen-so-why-am-I-like-this pregnancy. And this horrible thought: I do actually get pregnant and complications kill me, because GOP.