Transition's an amazing thing! On the top I was happy but only because I'd just found the love of my life & the one I was going to marry & have kids with!
What you don't see is the sadness & confusion. No one could & that's how I wanted it. I didn't want people to see my struggles, weaknesses or flaws because I didn't want to burden them.
Now though, even through some painful & sad losses, I'm finally free, free to be myself, free to be open & honest about who I am & free to be happy π