I posted a YouTube short on my way out, essentially saying that if you're struggling with the balancing act & necessary "delusion" of so much of our work in this big ol' hurting world, you're not alone.
Sometimes the smallness of what we do & overcome is just felt... so acutely. But the propulsive myth of our struggle's value is necessary: whether through grand cosmology or something personal.
For better & for worse, these are our times.
What we do & overcome matters--for us & others in them.