Part of what made March rough was ongoing uncertainty with a team project. Tomorrow we'll find out what the future holds. I think I'll be able to breathe out once I finally have intel; for months I've felt like the only person acutely aware of how bad the situation truly was - & I do not enjoy professional climates that rely on top-down communications silence.

But! The world's wobbly right now. Best thing to do is keep building an independent name for myself--scary & hard as that definitely is.