@AllisonKaye I'm kind of fighting that place in my mind as well. It's obvious that most of those in power don't care for us... So why should I care. Yet that's what they want you to believe because you'll stop fighting.

It's a sick mind game that just repeats itself and there are days where I give the middle finger to everything and just take care of myself. Then, the next day I try to fight a bit more.

I don't know what else to say other than hang in there.