I speak #Welsh to cope with my #PTSD and chronic neurological pain. People give me doe-in-the-headlights looks when I tell them it has been two decades since I went on #vacation. I think I know why, now: it's a shock to the system, just like when I tell people what my abusers did to me. Now I can finally say I am flying to Wales this week! I never thought it would happen. It has been so song that I forgot what a vacation felt like and how to anticipate it. I deserve it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVc3XiV7f1c