I feel like I'm kicking water uphill with phdm and its just breaking me atm. Feels like I'm some void where good things go to die and people need to avoid me like the plague. None of the ridiculous amount of work, time and money that I've put into any of it seems worth it anymore and feeling like just letting shit die out and fade into obscurity like our music career has. Too 'straight/cis passing' to have LBGT support, too 'other' to have non-lbgt support. world has finally broken me. fk it all
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Life ain't easy. I'm not going to throw a hundred useless "happy thoughts" at you. I just want to encourage you to take advantage of all the ears here on CoSo. Talk it out, we'll listen. Sometimes that helps.