@WestofMars grief is hard It triggers brain chemicals associated with depression and we end up with time dilation or compression. I’m glad you have things to keep you busy because I’m going through a grief process myself right now and when I’m not fully engaged doing stuff, I can end up running around in circles. It’s a process, so be gentle with yourself.
@WestofMars sometimes death brings out the worst in people. I’m sorry that happened to you.
@J_Windrow Oh, they are entirely themselves. Death hasn't brought anything out of them that wasn't already there.
Which I'm taking as a win. ;)