Damn it, all I want is to go get Chinese across the street, but I have to stop and consider if I use that measely $15 if I won't have enough money in a few days to make it through the month.
I am so sick of not receiving enough aid to eat properly and/or often enough, or live my life in any meaningful manner.
I do NOT want to cook tonight. I would like to eat both now AND tonight. I can't afford $15 for lunch and $15 for something stupid like hot dogs for dinner for the next few days.
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If this is all I have awaiting me for life (and it is) I may as well hasten on my inevitable ceasing to exist. This is simply torture, instead of non-existence.
@Chyllstorm I'm so sorry you're going through this. Just know you are seen, cared, and worried about.