I have been out of the hospital for 2 days now, I went in for congestive heart failure, and my heart was pumping at only 15%, my breathing was crap etc etc. I am happy to say I have not smoked for 5 days now, and my blood pressure has gone down really nicely as well. I am scare shitless of change, and changing everything in my life patterns for someone with adult adhd sucks royally, but its also a great challenge.