I was promoted while I was out with my dad and then sick. So see, oddly, good things can happen sometimes.

So what's my new job and how do I do it?

Oh I'm a Senior whatsit analyst now and I get some additional responsibilities and some comp adjustment, not complaining.

But wow my brain is FREAKING with the
I CANT DO THIS
MAYBE I CAN
BUT HOW
Oh what if I can't
Nope, FIRST, do goals and main pain points

In 3 days it will finally occur to me to ask for help. Maybe I'll expedite that.