My late gf's birthday is coming up soon, and I'm a mess. Gone nearly 2.5 years and I still cry periodically, but especially now. I've lost my love for holidays. I'd give up nearly everything just to hold her in my arms again.
@Gord02 I do understand how you feeling but no matter what, you deserve to live happy too and I bet she will think the same, I know is not easy but slowly you try you will come to know, although she is not here but, her soul with you forever until you guys reunited again. She is lucky to have you. ☺️
@Blueorchid520 It is I who was lucky to have her. We shared 4 amazing years together. I hope to spend eternity roaming the cosmos with her. I hope she's out there making new friends to introduce me to. I'll have many stories to share with her, as I expect she'll have many to share with me.
I just feel guilty making her wait so long.
Love waits. On both sides of the veil.
@Gord02 You deserve to be happy too
@Blueorchid520 I just hope her spirit still remembers me and is waiting for me to join her when I go. It's bad enough being alone on Earth.
I just hope I'm not alone in death, too.