"How do you spell "Hadd?" I asked.
"H-A-D-D." he said matter-of-factly.
"Interesting, Pa. I'm interested why you didn't wonder about that name, "Hadd". I think it's the relationship you could have had with my mother, but you know what happened and..."
"Yeah I fucked up. Your life could have been much less difficult. I'm sorry."
"It's OK, Pa. It really is." I was choking back tears and I had to go back to work.
"Get some sleep, Pa"
"Have a good day at work. Love you."