So... I've been radio silent for the past few months since my partner of 14 years passed away. Since that time it has been really rough, but I've pulled through.
I was unemployed for 5 months, and really depressed, but I recently found a job in a new location and am as happy as I can be starting a new chapter in my life at the age of 45.
I have people who support me and are giving me some leeway on some things, as I have also moved.
Today is my first day off and now, I explore