#cosomemes #cosoafterdark

I feel like I'm kicking water uphill with phdm and its just breaking me atm. Feels like I'm some void where good things go to die and people need to avoid me like the plague. None of the ridiculous amount of work, time and money that I've put into any of it seems worth it anymore and feeling like just letting shit die out and fade into obscurity like our music career has. Too 'straight/cis passing' to have LBGT support, too 'other' to have non-lbgt support. world has finally broken me. fk it all

new character for the game development ❤️ #gamedev #cosoart #phdm

good evemorninoon cosofamilia ❤️ hope you're doing well today xX

Woot! First batch of comics are headed out to the post office for the preorders, out officially tomorrow, suuuuper stoked to be here and can't wait to hear what people think of it, sent the first pins out today too 😍 ❤️ incase ya missed it and want to grab a printed copy https://phdm.co.nz/product/ingenue-chapter-one-myopia-printed-release also have digital version (releasing tomorrow) and ofc, pins, original music and even hats if ya feeling like decking yourself ❤️ we're fully independent artists, sales fund more art! #cosoart #cosowriting

https://phdm.co.nz/product/pure-heart-pins-collection-01/ They arrived and they're sooo rad 😍 We cracked one out and its on our hat now, keeping one on the wall for our own collection hehe. Pretty stoked with them and feeling really good about the shop in general. Had a goal of selling 10 copies of the comic and we met it with preorders, been blown away by the support ❤️ ❤️ #phdm #cosoart #cosomusic #cosowriting

Good evemorninoon cosofam ❤️ hope you all had a wonderful weekend xX

5 steps forward, then take those 5 steps again, then a 6th step, then those 6 steps again...Only realising after taking them that you'd been there before. Like a constant state of dejavu and uncanny valley with your own experiences. Its a trip at the best of times.

Imagine doing all the emotional/psychological work to process things you've been through, building healthy coping mechanisms and become self aware enough to make progress only to have a reset button that wipes that progress with amnesia walls and you have to figure out increasingly more succinct (but intense) ways to get through that process without knowing thats what you're doing in order to process it again... THAT is the hardest part of DiD and why we make music, art and write.

ooh, the pins are gonna arrive in 2 weeks and the proofs for the patches look great. Iron on/sew on styles... should be here before the end of the month! So stoked :D figure its a cool way for us to fundraise to keep doing more comic/art/short film projects as we go when the music royalties don't quite cover the costs. #phdm #cosoart #cosomusic

I figured out why we're so frkn sore and crippled the last week. Is cos the switching, the body isn't used to moving between how we each wear it (for lack of a better description) and us all reconnecting and switching a lot (sign of us being healthy) is causing a lot of the physical pains. DiD is a trip. ❤️