@Rjbaze
It’s normal.
When I went to the ER, no one said cancer. Just an inoperable mass around my carotid.
It’s weird.
My oncologist was wonderful but again, no one mentioned the C-word.
It’s normal (as far as I know — this is my first — and hopefully last — cancer). I also wasn’t emotional. I wanted to get to chemo as fast as possible. Get it over with. Mine was lymphoma. Has chemo and radiation.
My tip is to exercise (recommended by John Hopkins and discovered AFTER my chemo 🙄)