Ok so I had to do something uncomfortable and I think it broke my brain. Anybody who knows me (in person) I'm extremely shy vs my online alter-ego who's kinda loud and talkative. I have a boudoir photoshoot tonight and the client didn't have time to pick her wardrobe up and asked me to do it (I'm getting reimbursed btw) and sent me to Victoria's secret. Well besides the anxiety issue I suffer and being in a place like that was an interesting combo (remember I've been single for 15 years)