Ok.
I am fighting off a panic attack.
Tomorrow is my 55th birthday. My mom died from breast cancer at 54. My dad died this year. I had a heart attack 7 years ago at Christmas.
So I was already feeling highly vulnerable.
Today, I learned my landlord won't renew my lease at the end of the year. So my plan to move cross country in May is now happening in a couple of months. I may get an extra month, which would help, so I'm not trying to move over the holidays.
*breathe*
Happy birthday. Tyghe. yes, stop the world for a bit and find peace, but I hope you take some time to celebrate with friends tomorrow.
I think there's excitement and happiness to be found in this new chapter and adventure that will help you meet the road with confident and assured footsteps forward and onward.
Steady as she goes.