@MarvelousMadi13
Please do not apologize for putting yourself out there - so to speak. I think we all grieve losses.
While grief is typically associated with death, it can be associated with the finality of any ending.
Depression is hard. Nobody can "fix" it, but you can work towards healing your wounds. Only you know if you need help beyond your existing support network (therapy/meds/meditation/whatever) but, whatever the case, you are worth it.
You are seen. Hugs.
