After a morning discussion here about funerals, this song has been in my head.

I went to my own funeral
Thinking all I'd be was numb
'Causе I thought living's when you feel things
And then dying's when you'rе done

But I felt every heart I'd broken
And the words I should have spoken
But I'm just sitting there
Watching it all go down
At my own funeral

Lawrence - Funeral
https://youtu.be/AJp1EKoqNEw