I am having to numb my mind with music, TV series, or books, just to keep the sadness away.
@Bix I'm trying to find something, but i can't find anything.
I just signed up for Apple TV for the 1st time, so I have many new things.
This is a great mystery, if you have never read it.
The Tragedy of Pudd'nhead Wilson by Mark Twain
Here is the free audiobook.
https://librivox.org/2136
@Bix Does that work on a phone or do i need some kind of different device. I've never done an audio book. I was almost thinking of trying to find something on that Gutenburg project site to read. That or go to sleep.